Suddenly feel like blogging a while, so much thoughts in me now and I was bored, stoning at home, thanks to the menstruation pain. It’s been so long for not noting anything about me. And it’s so funny to see that I’ve neglected my blog for a year time, the last pose I was sharing bout last year’s Christmas. Hmmm let’s talk about how’s 2011 treating me like. I seriously cracking my head where to start, I just blurt out whatever in my mind now and not follow the flow alright “it’s not that I’m getting marks for this” lol. Alright, in 2011, I’ve learn the word appreciation. Appreciation of what god gave me, he gave me the best shelter the best parents, I can say the best. My parents are really a thumbs up parents that I can really feel how lucky I am. I joined the UOW programme in inti 2011, June. Which is a degree in business, I’ve finish the first semester, and now I’m redrawing, it’s not that it’s not good, just that I don’t like the environment, I don’t feel motivated studying there, the feeling of loss motivation it was no joke, I forced myself to study and I faced my desk for a freaking few hours but nothing filled in my mine like wth, I remembered I was so super depressed and lost. And so I shared my problem with my parents, and they’re fine with me, and asked if I would like to go back to Taylor’s or pursue my studies in oversea. I felt so bad for wasting their money, 1 semester ain’t cheap you know. Sigh! Anyway I’ve other plans for now, hopefully it goes smoothly. I just wanna say, I’m so fortunate to have them to support me in no way and the unconditional love they gave, I know I won’t get it from anyone else. I Love you both unconditionally too. =’)
Besides, I would like to share this. Just a few months back, it came across to happen this shit, I never met someone like her before, she’s my friend, I can say quite close, but I never Never NEVER think of a friend could be so cruel. Like seriously, I was far behind, people do give me advises like don’t trust ppl so easily, a friend could be your best enemy. And I was too naïve enough to leave the message behind and not listening to them. Actually, this shit was over and I don’t feel like dragging it out anymore, I should be thankful actually, she eventually makes me stop saying that I’m a baby and grow up and see how the world actually rules. But still I believe there are still plenty of sweet and lovely people around me. Just that I’ve learn how to make aware of people’s intentions and won’t be taken advantage of. Hopefully lar…you never fall, you never know, it’s never easy, you’ll never know, humans are good at keeping themselves, how to discover hidden ‘personality’ that others impose upon your life? I’ve no idea. Maybe you could pick up by eye contact, word choice, the tone?? People should be alarmed by everything, your surroundings, you’ll never know who’s gonna hurt you, who’s your enemy, who’s your best friend. BUT, still we have to be optimistic!! There is always the bright side. Even in dramas, there’s always a hero to overcome the evil peoples. Not asking you to stay in a box, in a safe zone, you have to still step up and meet new people, interact with more people, they will give you extra knowledge, build up connection, you will never know when you need them. It’s alright to fall down in your life; there is how you get stronger.
Last but not least, 2011 was still a great year for me, I met awesome people, not-so awesome people, went travelling, and what’s better than being a 20 yrs old teenage gal, full of energy and life? So people stop laying back and you’ll never get to catch back your time and ages.
In 2012 resolutions, I gonna work hard and partay hard, earn more and save more money, more trips, meet more awesome people, keep on learning, boost up my confidence, be productive, be motivated and passionate for life, stop laying-back, spend more time with my loved ones, reply friends text and message (I always fail to reply friends text, I was lazy enough to type and very forgetful, sorry you guys are always in my heart =P), be healthy ( this is difficult, I sleep late), gain weight (even difficult),be physically and mentally fit and get more Ang paos for CNY? Hehehehe……..That’s all for now, bye, have a great year ahead =DDD
