Tuesday, April 1, 2014

35 random facts about me :)



If you would love to get to know me a little better. Read this, 35 random facts about me. 

1) I like the smell of car gasoline. I'm weird. 
2) I don't drink coffee. 
3) Whenever I go on a tunnel i make a wish.
4) I say "wtf" and "omg" a lot. Which it's really bad. I'm working on it.  I am ladylike ok?:p 
5) I play with power rangers instead of barbie dolls when I'm a kid. I used to think barbie dolls are pretty lame to play with back then. 
6) I have a bigger appetite when comes to night time.  
7) I don't watch horror movies because I am sleeping alone every night.
8) I pierced my waist and it left me two scars. One thing that I regret doing. 
9) I enjoy cooking. 
10) I just started to accept eating chicken feet but I still find it gross.
11)  I love expressing out my emotions and everything possible by writing it on a book.
12) I love seeing people's handwriting, somehow I think handwriting interpret somewhat about the person's character.
13) I always wanted to try on a sky diving! It's it a must on a life time?
14) I love spending time in the beach. I love almost any water sports.
15) I set my alarm at weird times (e.g., 8.23 am or 9.51 am)
16) I love Transformers and Iron man.
17) I am introverted and shy at first, but once you get to know me i’m pretty loud and bubbly.
18) I love jumping around when I'm at home, I don't walk to the dry kitchen. I hopped! Lol
19) I can read and write in Chinese. *i am proud of it.
20) I can sneeze with my eyes open. *i am just kidding
21) I can read one's mind. * kidding still
22) I am stuck on 22
23) Oh, I cannot wear a bra to sleep! It's like the worst thing ever!
24) I hardly ever wear earrings. I just find them uncomfortable and I fiddle with them.
25) I can say the word fuck for a hundred times whenever I see a cockroach.
26) I agree that money can't buy happiness, but it buys me ice-cream which basically the same thing, so money is important.
27) I can act like a fool and do the stupidest things in front of my closest people and I enjoy being so comfortable in front of them.
28) I get songs stuck in my head very easily. I listen to everything. Acoustic,  classic, country, metal, electronics, etc.
29) I wish to swim with the dolphins and whales one day and experience their grace.
30) If I don't like you, you know it, I don't play the fake game. 
31) I can't touch my toes.
32) I am used to drive with only one hand, I got that from, few years back when I'm at college, as I couldn't wake up any earlier for my breakfast, I need my left hand to feed myself.
33) I believe in karma, that everything happens for a reason.
34) I've night blindness, as I've to hold on my friend wrist every time I walk in to a cinema room.
35) I love my family. And I love babies and kids. 

That's all about it. Cheers :D 

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Hi Lewis :)


Met up with this girl, I forgot when this outing was but yea as you guys know I just came through a rough patch; this was before everything happened, so here I am to update everything. There’s a few batch of photos I haven’t share them in neither instagram nor fb, so now that I’ve a blog, I think I gonna share them here entry by entry.  Really hope that you guys are interested with it, if not I’ll be like syok sendiri. LOL

 
Okay, I think this is gonna be a short one, cause we only took a few pichas, I haven’t been seeing this girl for like a really long time ago, ever since I’m no longer staying in kl, I’m a lonely girl back in my hometown, Sad. Gonna tell you guys why on the other entry k? But it’s alright, I’m now back in kl for some while, i gonna see her all the time now. hehe =)

 
So we decided to meet in Brasserie, quite a new bistro in East, Ipoh. We had some quality time, we had so much to catch up, the place was really chilling and quiet, as well as it’s opened air, so it’s very cooling at night, quite a nice place to chill.


 I don't know about the crowd because we were there on the weekdays, i think on the weekends prolly better. Maybe not, Ipoh is quiet everywhere.


I had my very late dinner there, ordered grill chicken chop, surprisingly it's not bad, but the portion was really small, not filling at all.        


I know this gal since standard 1, wow, 15 years of friendship. So cool right? What’s even cooler? We never once quarreled before, not even once. But just one thing, she takes forever to be ready, and I’m like a ah po like super long winded and keep asking done d? done d? Never a punctual girl. Tsk tsk tsk…lol 

Sigh, end of the year she’s leaving M’sia to Aussie for good, super sad ok! =( Why are my good friends leaving one by one? Can I leave too?




Thursday, August 22, 2013

Life is Tough


Hi Guys, I've decided to own a blog. Actually the decision was made before all the shits happened, so it somehow delayed for a month. Actually my friends are the one who encourage me to start blogging, I'm reluctant to do it because first I have not much to blog about, secondly I’m kinda a lazy person lar, I don’t know whether I’ll adhere to till the end, so we shall see together, lol. And sorry to say my first post is gonna be a sad one, I’m really sorry, I dint want it to be happen, I promise the rest it’s not gonna be gloomy like that.

 
Okay, I've been feeling really down lately. Going through a really rough patch, I literally got collapsed. Yes, shits happen out of a sudden! 3 incidents decided to crash on me on the same time. Really FML! Been crying so much for the past few weeks, this is the fifth week, the problems are still falling in pieces. Sigh! Been hiding at home on the first 2 weeks, wanting to be just alone, my friends requested to see me, but I was too depressed, I dint want to show them my sad face or maybe burst out in tears in public. So all I did was wetting my pillow. Disaster! On the third week only I decide to see my close friends that came back for Raya holiday.

The photos are all taken before the incidents happen, see so happily smiling. I need my smile back. 


 
Anyway, all I can do now is just try to move on, and try to make myself busy to avoid thinking too much, now I've a blog to distract me, most of the time I actually did house chores to emotionally numb myself (damnstupid). I really hated the feeling of being miserable and gloomy. And all the heart-aching/depression moment, fuh! I tell you the pain was unbearable man! No joke. If you are thinking of losing weight, try go under a depression (just saying), confirm lose weight like siao. I lost a couple of kgs and I’m a skeleton now, I look scary =( 
 
They say bad things happen for a reason, but no wise words gonna stop the bleeding. Yes, indeed true, no matter how you understand the terms, no matter how convincing a quote may seem, no matter how hard you pushed yourself to move on; sometimes your heart would not let you to. I have never felt this way before, I was hoping everything to be fine soon *please god help me, give me strength to overcome it please.



Anyway, I am thankful that there are so many of them that actually care so much for me, my family, my girl friends, my friends and my cousins. I am really grateful to have you guys with me, I don’t know where would I be or i should say I don't know whether I could go through this without you guys. Especially my girl friends, they constantly checking on me to make sure that I’m alright and even cry with me. You girls are the best! Just too bad that you girls are all not here with me now. They even felt sorry that they are far and they couldn't make it to be with me on my critical moment, all they can do was comfort me through the phone, Girls, I just wanna say it's more than enough, I really appreciate it, thank you so much. *tears I so wanna meet you girls so so badly! 
This photos are nothing related to the post, i know it's a lil weird, I just wanna make it less gloomy, so yea. I was preparing for a outing and its gonna be on the next post. 


 

I guess this is what life is, no matter you’re feeling happy or miserable, no matter what you plan you never know what life has planned for you, it’s all a journey that you have to experience, and you have to accept it, just take it as a learning curve and not fall for the scam again. No matter how bad a heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief. I say like a pro but actually a looser. Aiyo, give me some time la, I can do it!! ok la, that's all, thanks for letting me rant. Byeee